The Dreaded New Years FAT Pic

You've been there. The night when you go out, and you feel very sexy, thin, beautiful, and fly ONLY to look at the pictures and see a fat chic!!! WHO IS THIS FAT TUMMY FAT FACE WOMAN??? I don;t even recognize myself...but it's new years and I am veryyy good at sticking with my new years resolutions. OK so I took pics for new years and this is what I look like for new years night.

Look at my fat face, my tummy, my big cheeks, and I REFUSE to post my full frame. You will have to wait on the confidence booster for that, girlys!

I'm still pretty and I still feel gorgeous, but I am now 220lbs!!! OMGGGG!!!

Well, fret no more ladies. I am here despite the weight, and what better time to lose it than NEW YEARS!!! LETS GET IT!!!

I've went and bought a lot of organic foods ($600 worth), I got my hair braided so that I can work out and wash my braids without worrying about styling my hair every day. I went and bought work out clothes and I even brought my elliptical in the house from the garage. I am ready!!! I need to hear that I look dramatically different again. Heres what my face looked like when I was 179

So I wanna get back here, where I felt beautiful and sexy! I am on my way. YAY!!

Whats a girl to do?

2007 when I was 220 lbs!!! WHOA ME~~~!!

First of all, let me explain to you guys how much I love my husband and I respect him FULLY!! I also give him my undivided attention whenever the baby isn't my first priority and then.... you guys fit in there somewhere. Well, with all of that being said. I have a dilemma.

My husband actually sat me down and told me that my weight loss goal was starting to become obsessive and I was obsessed with losing weight. I thought I was doing everything right. I was watching my calories, weighing myself ever so frequently, shopping correctly, and working out every chance I got along with documenting it via my blog and youtube. Well, he thought I needed to give it a break and chill out, so I did. I directed my attention to something else to help pass the time. I decided to start playing in my makeup/hair on a daily basis. I play in it all the time and shop online for the best deals. I love it, it takes me away from my daily task of cleaning up, cooking, and all the other stuff us stay at home moms do. Well, my husband said AGAIN that I was becoming obsessed with my makeup and hair! I decided to cut back a little on the hair/makeup thingy and I started watching youtube videos in my spare time...now keep in mind, I do all of these things AFTER I've taken care of home, and everything is squared away
Well, low and behold he told me I was obsessed with youtube so of course, I had to give it a break.
I had to stop and think.... "what the hell am I to do now". Well, I've come up with - nothing - I guess I will start blogging more often since my other hobbies were something my husband thought was obsessive. I would like some feedback on what you ladies think of this.

I mean, I really want to start losing weight again, play in my makeup/hair, and watch videos but my husband always says I am obsessed with something when all I am doing is simply engaging myself with extra curricular activities to pass time when everything else is done around the house.
Granted, I know you guys are going to ask if I spend time with him. Of course I do! We sit and watch TV together, we have dinner together every evening when he gets off work, we lay in bed together at night and reflect on our days adventures, we go out for icecream sometimes after dinner, we watch TV together amongst other things we like to do so I dont know whats the problem. Why do you think he doesn't like me to engage in my hobbies. When I asked him about it, he said I was exaggerating and I need to do my hobbies in moderation. So, all of that said..where do I go from here. I guess I will start blogging more?